so where do people find time for this blogging stuff? I really want to do this but don't seem ever to find the time - or is that an indication that I actually don't want to do it? So here I am at a quarter to midnight when i should be asleep cos I will be a grumpy person tomorrow otherwise trying to think of something interesting to write about!
So a question to anyone out there who is listening. How do I reconcile my heartfelt belief that God is calling me to be a priest, in effect a servant leader, when I am such a control freak who is struggling to relinquish power at work? I don't want to be that person but somehow I can't stop. Is it because of the working environment where at the moment everyone is jockeying for position cos of fear of future redundancy? Is it my survival instinct cos the fear of losing my job at this point of time is too great? Jesus required his disciples to leave everything behind to follow Him but I struggle with that concept in the face of my responsibilities to my family.
so fellow people of God how to step gracefully away from petty power struggles - advice please?
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